I'm the same when it come to forgetting about posts after hitting the publish button.
In the beginning I'd be constantly checking stats, hoping for reads and likes, but now, I couldn't really give a fuck π.
Afterall, there aint nothing I can do about how well an article performs after I hit the publish button.
The only time I do return to an article on Medium is to return the reads and claps to those who took the time to endure my work.